“Jenny, shouldn’t I have gotten your report card in the mail by now?”
I give him a worried look. Shit! What are you going to do? I play dumb, shrugging my shoulders, “I don’t know?”
He walks to the calendar, “Yeah, I always get one in the mail by now. Maybe I better call the school first thing tomorrow morning.”
Jesus, keep it together now. I stammer nervously, “That’s okay, Dad. I will ask them tomorrow about our report cards. They haven’t mentioned anything to us.”
He shoots me the skeptical look of a special ops agent, but doesn’t say a word. Phewww. He’s going to buy it. For now!
“Alright, then. You just let me know tomorrow when you come home.”
Holy crap! That was close. So tomorrow is Friday. That buys you the weekend. And then you can come up with something.
I compose myself long enough to excuse myself for homework time. I shut my bedroom door quietly, and proceed to unzip my backpack.
I look over my shoulder one last time to make sure Dad didn’t let himself in while I was pondering my last 48 hours on earth. All clear.
I remove my physics book, and two notebooks. There it is!
After several days hiding at the bottom of my bag, it’s all crumpled. I look over my shoulder again. You can’t be too safe. Life or death.
I breathe in with an audible gasp at the apparition in my doorway. Instantly, my face grows hot red. Oh. No. There he is. Please don’t let him come any closer.
“Jenny, Daddy just came up to see if you wanted a snack. You didn’t eat anything after you came home tonight. You’re thin enough. Like Daddy always tells everyone, ‘Gandhi ate more than you.’”
Motherfucker. That was close. Out of sorts, I say, “uh, no. I’m okay. I just need to do some physics homework for tomorrow.”
I point toward the book on the floor. Please let him be convinced.
“Oh okay, well Daddy was just checking on you. Don’t forget to ask about your report card tomorrow. So strange that it didn’t come this week!”
After he leaves. I sit in a heap on the floor. I look behind me at the window and consider jumping. It’s only two stories, you idiot!
After several minutes, I reach in the bag for my report card and open it up. This time I shield it behind my notebook incase Dad walks in again.
A, A, A-, C, A. You’re fucked. I look back at the window again, wistfully.
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